Angel "Eara" LoveLight - Book: Pathway

Dear Angelic Hearts,

This I started writing on the night from 30th on 31th March 2010 as I have had the worst fears you can possible imagine and as I know many people who are empaths, high sensitive persons and persons who just had bad experiences cannot been helped by just psychiatrists or mediums, healers or others who haven't been in your shoes and as I know from experience the real helper is you, but that doesn't mean you must not go to those as they can help, but the real helper is you, this will be discussed in this book, but how to do this, I am starting to write a book that really can help.

Here I will post everytime what I have got till it's finished. And is writting with guideance of TRUE SELF/HIGHER-SELF/CONSIOUNESS EARA.

So here it goes:

First of all it is important to understand that you are the only ruler of your life and your emotions
Second understand that in every emotion and thought lies a hidden truth and lesson for you to be discovered, to recognize and to understand.
It's the meaning of life and these obstacles are a way to Self-Knowledge, understanding, growth and enlightment.
The Way to your ascension and ONEness, To connect to your Highest goals and your Higher-Self
Third everything you experience physically, emotionally, mentally are always an innervoice and innerguide who can teach alot about who you are and to remember who you truly are and to find your own TRUE SELF.
Fourth Everything, Everyone are reflections, mirrors, teachers, pupils, windows of you, that has been lost by influences on many ways.

When you become aware of all what is been written and willl be written here fromout YOUR OWN UNIQUE INNER-GUIDEANCE everything will be CLEAR.
This all has been written and will be written fromout LOVE, CARE and UNDERSTANDING fromout OWN EXPERIENCES and my CONNECTION with higher-self-consiousness Eara.

Know one big need to overcome fears, dealing with EMPATHIC abilities, HIGH-SENSITY etc is to become AWARE of your OWN UNIQUE GUIDEING-SYSTEM WITHIN you - YOUR TRUE SELF and to connect with this LIGHTBEING that is you, because you are the ONLY ONE who can change this.

You are the MASTER,
you are this ANGEL,
you are this CHRIST,
you are GOD

As you have like everyone else an aspect from the divine inifite LIGHT of LOVE that is GOD.

LOVE IS THE ANSWER

It's so simple that people create the illusion that is not and leads to fear and a chain reaction that reflects to others.

This comes as unconsiousnessly influences that damage and block your INNER-VOICE/INNER-GUIDEANCE, YOUR TRUE UNIQUE LIGHT.

When you ALLOW YOURSELF to become AWARE of the TRUE MEANING of this all and what it's contains.

Know and specially REMEMBER of who you are and can do.
Fill yourself with LOVE of this UNIVERSE
Know heaven and hell only exist what you have created with cocreationship as everyone is connected.

Not every emotion, thought etc are yours.
You can have picked this up unconsiousnessly from others without knowing that you did, but your SOUL, SPIRIT, HIGHER-SELF knows and warn you throughout emotions and thoughts, dreams etc.

This appears as fears.
NOT to harm you, but simply to make you aware of something is not going right.
A warning sign, a lesson, to understand others and to grow.

REMEMBER this but.........

Again LISTEN TO YOUR OWN INNERVOICE, The Guideance from within, your own TRUE BEING.

Only YOU can know your own part of your truth.

DO NOT FOLLOW OTHERS UNLESS IT MATCH YOUR FREQUENTIE OF SOUL LEVEL of who you truly are, but only if your innervoice told you this. NOT THE INFLUENCES.
These parts are information, lessons learned by someone who has been in your situation.
Who truly UNDERSTAND what is like, connected with her true SELF
Know it can take a while before you get there.
Even I am still in this growth and I CHOSEN to be, so I can be more of help to you all.

because people can only be a real teacher, master, healer when they are pupils, when they are having these experiences.

If you want help from outside.
You need someone who has been in the same place as you are in, but also who can show you how you can do this ON YOUR OWN as ONLY YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CAN DO THIS and this HELP that is been given fades away as you will be aware of your ABILITY to do this on your own and you realize that it was you who has done this already as when you are OPEN for help and guideance you get the effect that really helps.

(note: your inner-guideance systems knows who can be that effective help or not! your innervoice tells you what path to take, what guideance you need to seek, what helps, if you follow this, then this help will be effective, but you are in fact helping yourself throughout this inner-guideance system)

You are then aware as you created this by asking for help, being open for it and that your inner-guideance has lead you through a path that has helped you.
(a reason why I always say NO NEED TO THANK ME, THANK YOURSELF as I am aware of this)

Like I am saying YOUR INNVERVOICE/INNER-GUIDEANCE leads you to take these steps, LISTEN, BEING OPEN when it is the right choice to ALLOW it.

All this are KEYS.

The KEY I will represent to you as I AM THE GUARD OF THE CRYSTAL KEY OF LIGHT is in fact already a part of you returning.

Again all are connected.
All are reflections and mirrors, windows, so.....

This is for you to ALLOW.
LISTEN first to YOUR HEART that knows what is right for you.

Don't let your mind that is been influenced with this diseas, this parasiet (spiritually speaking) by influences effect you.
Many fears come from the past.
Remember this past is no longer, can only exist in memory, but do not let this HAUNT you down.

Know in every CROSSROAD, in every moment a dission appear, a choice, Choose wisely by listening to your INNERVOICE, The LIGHTBEING that is YOU, Your Guide, YOUR TRUE SELF, Your True Angel that is within you, ALL IS YOU!

Choose what feels good for you, but again HEART not MIND.
The mind comes later when you can interpretate and are more aware of who you are and what you can do for yourself.
My help is free.
Why, as you are the TRUE ONE who is helping you.

You are the ONE who is changing and CREATING.
NOT me or anyone else, I am just a mirror, reflection and do not wish to gain something as I am already receiving at this moment something bigger and could only be given by myself, like you will understand and discover that you also can only receive more this way from yourself than from others.
But this is for another time. For the way to ascension and enlightment, to SELF-MASTERHOOD.
You will get information, advice, tips how to overcome fears and dealing with your abilities, but it is more important to find your OWN way in this.
This is more effective and ONLY TRUE WAY for this all.

Like I said: It is WITHIN YOU and ONLY YOU know best what is the best way for you!

And these facts are already helpfull as it is insights of someone who has been there and overcame.
My way might not be your way even when we have experienced the same, still on earth we are still not at the point of TOTALLY ONENESS.
We are still seperated and have a huge desire for LOVE, KNOWLEDGE and ONENESS, but one cannot know itself as it hasn't experienced the opposite, but it can get lost on his way but the connection stays.
We get lost as we are not in the TOTALLY of ONENESS yet on this planet, this has a goal, a meaning, but again this is for later.
Big thing: Choose what is good for you! i cannot say this enough.
Lay out your borders.
Do not cross your own line.
Take it step by step, like I will do at this moment when I am writing this.
When you feel exhausted, tired, just take a rest and there will be another time to do the rest.
Time is just an illusion, was created by our global consiousness, in reality, source, emotions etc do not know time, it can travel through time and dimensions, so you will be able to when you have finnish your path.

To not get stressed, emotionally, psychologically and physically exhausted as that will keep you.

(So when I am writing this on the night from 30th on 31 march I will stop and continue writing the next time I feel that it is right time to do.)

(next part was written another time)
People let them being influenced by others and experiences, unaware of what is really going on, what it is, what the meaning is and where it comes from.
And hold it so unconsiousnly tight that create fears.

While this fear is just simply trying to tell you that you are stuck in a patern that is not really right for you and could even not be from your own and is not in fact at all yours, but just an infection on unconsiousness mind.
This fear could also came because you were not aware of your ability that you were sensitive to those influences, but it has a big lesson in it.
TO FIND YOURSELF BACK.

(next text was written on 4th on 5th april)
Another fact: ONE has lost this knowledge that is ONE is CAPABLE of EVERYTHING. CREATING what they desire.

Maybe we need to look deeper within this subject:

There have been many leaders of all kinds.
One's who manipulated, controled us, telling us who were were and what we could do or couldn't do.
This has a big result that causes fears and we get lost as we didn't listen to our OWN leader within, our own master within, our own guide.

There were leaders telling us what they or others could do and what we couldn't and what we needed to believe.
Result: LOW SELF-AWARNESS, LOW SELF-KNOWLEDGE, LOW SELF-ASSUREANCES, DOUBTS etc. Again we didn't listen to our own, but only what the so called masters or leaders told us, we didn't really listen, even if they were right, we didn't listen to our own truth. We forgot ourself and again got lost.

Why do I give these samples as ONE were not aware of the influences.
One were trying to find answers and something outside ourself instead of within.
We all have the answers to our life meaning questions etc, but we keep on searching outsidewards, when we need to look within.
We didn't ALLOW ourselves to SHINE as we are the LIGHT ourselves.

Even when we speak of being eachother reflections, like we are the aspect, GOD's REFLECTION. We still need to ALLOW ourself to know ourself throughout NO EXPECTATIONS, NO JUDGEMENTS, Looking deep from within, OPENESS and ACCEPTEANCE with the understanding that we all are the CREATORS.

You might wonder what this has to do with fears, empathy and High Sensitivity?

EVERYTHING! Everything is connected.

Our experiences, Our thoughts, influences, Our knowledge, consiousness makes us who were are now and what we feel and experience.

When you are not aware of the facts are, that is been written and given to you.
Fears or other things can appear and can hold you stuck in a pattern when knowing the facts, the meaning of it, aware fromout SELF-AWARNESS, we can overcome all obstacles and become GREAT Masters ourself as this is our TRUE-BEING.

Empaths and High-Sensitive Persons have the ability to really take over emotions, pains, all kind of physical, emotional and psychological issues from others and some are not even aware that they are empaths, high-sensitive and being apposed to these vibrations.

So Yes all has to do with this subject.
A reason why this text could take a very long time to be finnished.

And like I said MOST IMPORTANT:

RELAY ON YOUR OWN GUIDEANCE FROM WITHIN!

Knowledge, Wisdom, Truth, Self-Awareness, meaning of Life, healing, change can only come from WITHIN.
And the first step is to become aware of the need to listen to this guideance.

Without the Source that knows all, that create all, that lies in the depths of who we are, we would stay in a pattern of this unhealty way of living.
The Guideance is always there to help you overcome these boundaries.

MORE FACTS:
Fears are the lack of Self-Awarness
Fears are the need of power of controle, feeling you loose control, but while when you are in accepteance, while you ALLOW YOURSELF to go in the DEPTHS you can gain FULL ACCES to YOUR OWN UNIQUE CONTROL
Fears are an INNERVOICE telling you are UNCONSIOUSNESSLY in a pattern of KARMA.
What ONLY EXIST IN A MIND FILLED WITH ILLUSIONS OF INFLUENCES the so called psychological parasiet, A CHAIN REACTION.
Fears are the OPPOSITE of who you truly are, but is trying to show you where you can find yourself to reconnect with your TRUE-SELF.

SEARCH DEEP WITHIN YOURSELF!

Ask Yourself questions:
Where this has come from
What it can teach you
How this have been created
Where your goals are
This can only be answered by your Higher-Consiousness, outside answers will not be truly effective as it is someone else's not yours.

Set Goals to overcome.
Take it one step at a time.
Express yourself through ART
This can be creative writing, drawing, singing, dancing etc.
Creativity helps to bring balance, to reconnect with your TRUE-BEING, YOUR HIGHER-CONSIOUSNESS.
To bring Balance between emotions, thoughts and can lead you to NEW INSIGHTS.

CREATIVITY IS BALANCE

PRAYERS ARE SETTING GOALS
PRAYERS ARE CREATION
ALLOW this to happen without exeptations how this will appear in your life.
ALLOW YOURSELF to pray to YOUR HIGHER-CONSIOUSNESS, YOUR TRUE-SELF, YOUR OWN ANGEL-BEING

See you goals are already achieved.
Experience what it would be like.
Try visualize it, feel it if it was already present.
Thank GOD, The DIVINE LIGHT WITHIN YOU, THE CHRIST WITHIN for answering your prayers and achieving this.

Do this in a way that you created this for yourself already.

More information you find in the LAW OF ATTRACTION - THE SECRET.
BUT know this is already part of you, that you haven't been aware of yet.

LOVE YOURSELF
ACCEPT YOURSELF in knowledge YOU ARE THE CREATOR AND MASTER YOURSELF.

Find things you are gratefull for in your life.
Things that you have accompliced.
See how you have created this in your life.
How you ALLOWED this to enter your life.

See this as a little MIRACLE that YOU HAVE CREATED.

See the PATTERNs of how THOUGHTS, EMOTIONS, about things have effected you in your life.

Knowledge, wisdom can be told by many MASTERS.
Healers can HEAL, but it won't have any effect nor be part of you UNLESS you ALLOW YOURSELF to become ONE from the PURITY that is YOU.

Real Knowledge, Wisdom, Healing come from WITHIN.

Those who ALLOW themselves to see themselves as PUPILS of LIFE, Those who ALLOW themselves to be LOVED, TO be AWARE of what is INSIDE all the time.
Those who ALLOW themselves to become AWARE of what already know and can do even if it was hidden in the DEPTHS of the SOURCE of who they are. WILL HAVE FULL ACCES, become MASTERS, HEALERS and Knowledge, Wisdom, Healing would lead to Big Miracles.

Know EVERYONE is CAPABLE of this.
NOBODY is Higher or Less!

YOU REALLY ARE THAT GREAT!

START BELIEVING IN YOURSELF!

Do not let Others influence you in this by telling you, you can't.
Always FOLLOW YOUR OWN TRUTH AND BELIEVES.

When people tell you, you can't and you unconsiousnessly allow this influence to control you, it will keep you from being THE TRUE MASTER that you are.
You would let fear and doubt keep you from becoming THE TRUE LIGHT that you are.
And Karma will exist.

When you become TRUE to YOURSELF.
When you ALLOW YOURSELF to become AWARE of YOUR BEING and knowledge etc.
You become FREE.
FREE from this KARMA people created by chain reaction of influences (this is a reminder of that everything is reflected on everyone and everything that everything is connected).

Is this important to overcome fears and dealing with empathy and High-Sensitivety? YES!.

Important for all this.

Without this knowledge you keep going in circles.

BUT AGAIN: ONLY LISTEN TO YOUR INSTINCT, ONLY YOUR INTUÍTION, ONLY YOUR INNER-WISDOM.
NOT because I told you so as then it won't have any effect, only if it comes from within as I can do much in words, vibrations, but to have the FULL MIRACLE EFFECT for you, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO DO AND ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN FROMOUT SELF-AWARNESS, YOUR OWN UNIQUE WAY, YOUR TRUE VOICE OF WISDOM, GUIDEANCE etc.
YOUR OWN TRUE-SELF.

Again without ALLOWING YOURSELF to be FULL POTENTIONAL, This would only come as loud noices as words do not really have the effect.
UNDERSTANDING fromout Self-Knowledge, -Awarness does.

SILENCE.....

ANOTHER FACT:

ALLOW Those things fromout UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, LOVE for ALL, LOVE Specially for YOURSELF, Intention to do GREAT for LOVE.

Again LOVE + ALLOWEANCE + ACCEPTEANCE = CREATION = MASTERHOOD = SELF-CONTROL = SELF-AWARNESS to gain acces = KNOWLEDGE = WISDOM - TRUTH = LOVE and go on and on (not entirely right order but you get the meaning)

LOVE IS THE ANSWER to all GREAT things.

LOVE and know you are LOVED, but more important YOU ARE LOVE and WORTHY.
So..... cannot say it enough:

LOVE YOURSELF, BECOME ONE WITH IT
I wish to go deeper on the subject thoughts, brain-activity, emotions and the effectit has

When you worry too much, your brain creates an activity on some parts of the brain and could effect some blockages that can cause unhealthy breathing, that could lead to panic attacks, fears.

Some are even coming from unconsiousnessly worries.
Subjects, fact, knowlegde, Sef-Awarness that has been hidden and not being understood.

Meditations can help you to be in silence in the debths connected to your own TRUE-BEING that could help you to deal with this obstacles, but I know from experiences sometimes it won't help if you cannot seem to find this inner-peace. Specially when you are in a long term circle of this pattern, this karma effect.
But no worries, just simply try other ways.
Again creativity helps much as it release some tensions and blockages you were experienceing.

Most people who have a hard time to find there inner-peace & silence can find other ways to meditate to become in this state of silence from within.
for myself when I am not able to get in the full state of meditation straight away, I start to draw, write, anything that feels right, this way helps you to release some blockages & tenstions that kept you from the full state of meditation & helps you to find that inner-peace & silence again.

Relay on your instinct, intuïtion, this is your TRUE-GUIDEANCE.

There are so many methods, but you always need to find out what is right one for you & sometimes it's another way then the other time.
Like I said for me writing, drawing, dancing, playing on the harp or bodhran or shamanic drums or singing helps on those times as when thoughts can become loud noices what can stand in the way, what can be chaotic, so to release all tension for full effect creativity is a good way to reach that inner state of inner-peace and silence.

Also Creativity is a good way to gain insights.
Another part of the brain will be activated at that time and could bring you in a state of trance/meditation.

Like I'm doing now.

I'm an empath, medium, high-sensitive person, and sensitive to all impressions & influences, but what I'm aware of and this helped me much is that I can do something on my own about it with relaying & full good intentions of LOVE to change this, to transform.
Aware I can count on my own unique guideance from within, this is one of the keys.

Like a famous quote:

To Understand, to know this world, take a deep look at yourself.
To know yourself take a deep intrest in the whole world.

All you experience in the present, if this comes as emotions, thoughts, physical, all has a lot to do with where your thoughts lies and how it makes you feel then.

I will give you a list of what could be the causes of things you experience, what effect it have and what could make this change.

Experiences in the past that haven't been in place of undestanding, mostly as it is unknown, but unconsiousnessly what you already really know.
Knowledge, wisdom is always there, but understanding comes throughout experiencing and allowing the insights to come in.
These experiences needs to be letting go, but also need to remember what is really going on, our need or better to say our habbit to control this and to understand it.
It leads to fear, doubts, feeling being lost and all those kind of thoughts and emotions, it creates karma, here Karma appears.

- How to overcome this, analyse what is really going on, what really happened.
What was this, how did it effect you, analyse, investigate from WITHIN, remember, be aware that time is one linear line.
What has been in the past do not have to be created in the circle of karma.
Know that you have full acces to keys of hidden mysteries from inside/within.

Really analyse and start being aware that this do not have to effect your current and future life. Let it out. Talk about it with people you are sure of who would understand what you are going through as those people have been in the same situation and could help with giving insights, but all help is in fact supporting you as the true help comes from within.

Create a journal, write, draw, doesn't matter what, but express, the more you hold it in, the more karma is been created, the more you become stuck in a pattern that seem not to end. Do not bottle things up inside and do not search for answers outside yourself as all answers lies within nor blame others or cucumstances of your situation.

I cannot say it enough:
Become aware of your own intuïtion, instinct, your inner-voice and truly allow yourself and allow with the reminder to expect the UNEXPECTED.
As expectations leads to many doubts, fears and dissapointments etc.

I really cannot say this enought

Why do I keep saying this.
Too many are not listening fromout the inner-guideance system.
Connect with your Higher-Consiousness/Higher-Self/TRUE-SELF.

Ok fruther on the list:

Empathy - High Sensitivity
When you are not aware of that you have this talent/gift or if you block this or you are scepitical or affraid or simply are not aware you have this and too much is been revealed to you without awareness that it is not your emotions, thoughts, experiences as you are so connected, so highly sensitive, you get the most kind of fears, exhaustion etc it can really drain you out and can even lead to psychological, emotional, physical break downs and more.

- You truly need to become aware of your abiltiy and know/aware/understand of who you are, what is or isn't experiences from yourself.
Purify your energy often is much needed in this case.

Again Creativity helps!
Meditation too if you can allow yourself to be in your Inner-Silence

(UPDATE 10th June 2011 see below)
Before I go further on subject fears, I will now speak about purpose in life, Goals, the Master-Divine Plan etc.

Why as fear, Love and all emotions and experiences are part of life and to overcome all difficulties in life, we need to look at this subjectas well.

Why are we here?
Who are we?
What is the meaning of life?
Where are we coming from, Where are we going to?

All are and always will be in movement.
But we create this movement.
Everything we do has a goal.
Why do you do grocceries? So you have something to eat - A goal this is.

Why do children go to school? So they can learn, is also a goal.

Those are samples, people forget that they act on goals, a purpose.
So life has a goal, a purpose in everything u do and experience, So does everything in the universe.

Without a goal, there is no purpose, no existeance as there will be no meaning.

So it''s important to stand still at this subject, to really achieve the highest purpose and to be actually free and to be the true Masters we truly are, to be ONE with ourself and to have a meaning.

If you achieve this goal, you''d be able to be free.

I am writing this as this is my purpose even I have not yet achieved the goal nor do I understand the purpose and meaning yet till I have experienced it.

While experiencing, sharing, more details, memories, answers appear as everything is clear and simple only our mind create the illusion that is not.
That create the movement.
The one cannot exist without the other and to create heaven on earth, to become free and ONE, we need to experience, to understand.

Now I wish to discuss the subject time in this matter.
Time is an Illussion. We created time as we bring forth in movement and we wish to mesure this.
Time has a goals, a purpose, a meaning as we created it.
Time is like everything energy and as energy is formless, but shapeable, createable, we create for to what we need to achieve our goals.

Your experiences in life no matter if this a good or bad one, all have a purpose
that has to do with your goals, your meaning of life and all I've written.

For sample someone gets stressed or even a stroke, the purpose is to let you know/become aware you need to let go of thoughts, situations that has brought u off your path purposees, you can see it's is as a guide-lines of your existeance and the meaning of your life, but most of all your goals.
But many of us don't know, aren't aware, or seem not to care about why they are here.
But this is not really a bad thing, Our True-Self, our Blueprint, our Higher-Consiousness, will always be there to guide us, to lead us to the path we need to take.

However it is good to realize that everything has a meaning, a goal, a purpose and to become aware of what this is.

The more you become aware, the less difficulties or better to say, the less you get infected, the more you become connected with your True-Self, the more you reach your goals and become free and emerge into the Divine ONENESS.

Everyone shares the same questions in life. Not all questions, but the questions that keeps you going on living, till it has been presented in awareness.
If you don't achieve this in this life, you reïncarnate.
This does not mean that people are wrong with thinking, believe in One Life on Earth. As all, everything, everyone exist in energy, our spirits exist in shared memories, shared experiences, shared consiousness.
I will try to explain.

Everything, Everyone has a consiousness, so earth, universe and all energies, but as when the matery becomes anti-matery, when form becomes formless, when embodied becomes spirit, it all becomes pure emerged energy, one energy, one shared consiousness, one shared memories exist.

So as one has not achieved their goals as one is always connected to the ONE and ALL Consiousness it create a new existeance a new form.

There is no real wrong or right as the truth in this has unlimited points of views and there are reasons for this.

When an Empath, High-Sensitive Person becomes aware of these revulations, the pieces of the puzzle starts to fit again as when a reïncarnation appears the pure formless energy takes soul-family karma and or the consiousness memory that it neds to achieve it's goal to for itself.

So we are our own creators still god is as God is ONE pure formless energy that lives in everything and everyone to experience itself.

If you analyse all holly scripts, translating into modern ways it all syathe same thing, but that everything looks so different is because of evulations coz everyhing is in movement.

I spoke of purpose, goals, meanings of life and every experiences in life and how we are the creators.
Also I have spoke of sensitivity, empathy.
Now I wish to go further and go deeper on this and also to talk about seizures.

Why seizures? I just got my first seizure (this all has been written a year ago and this part was on 14th June of year 2010) and I already got some insights about it even without the blood test results.

Like I said before and I willsay this a lot more.

You cannot help someone if you have not been in the same situation.
And everything has a purpose and meaning + goal.
Nothing happens without having a purpose, a goal etc.

There is a new Angel Eara LoveLight ZEN/TAO Qoute about this:

"Knowledge, wisdom there always is, but to understand this is only be done by experiencing and from within"

"Speaking of I AM is not Selfish, it is understanding that you can only understand what you've experienced nor can you judge other people's experiences, understandings, truth without having experienced them"

But Iwas talking about seizures and other things like that.

Within every situation, experience, lies a key to understand the knowledge and wisdom, to understand the purpose.
The only thing to do to understand is to allow experiences, embrace, to see every situations as an blessing for growth and compassion.

Seizures, why do I wish to take this now as sample to write about as it is easy to listen but not understand it as you've not experienced it.

It's easy to tell the knowledge, wisdom that other shared, butwithout understanding, there is no meaning, no achieving, however sharing what you understand from experiences is a pricesless gift, the gift of true insights.
But in otherhand the recievercan only understand when experiencing this wisdom, knowledge from within. Otherwise it will be justsomeone else story.

Hope you still follow this message.

I choose to talk about seizures as I've been blessed with the situation to get on a path of understanding this matter of existeance and wisdome it teach us.

Like I said before when I made some list of difficulties and about purposesses, goals etc

There are always a purpose, a cause, a goal.

And it's not about achieving the goal nor it's beginning, no th key lies in understanding, remembering by experiences.
The goal is already achieved as future, past and present is a linear line.
Time only exist in our shared consiousness, so we can follow our Yellow brick road.
So we can fall in the Rabbit's hole and be able to climb up again to reality.
A good sample by the way is the movie "Alice in Wonderland (2010)".

A seizure....
Some cannot feel it coming.
Some do...
Why are there so many differences and still all are the same label.
Well in fact like in all cases and even in schrizophrenia, all physical, mental, psychological, emotional disorders are ONE.... They all have the same purpose, only we create difference to understand each part of our existeance to reach and achieve our goals and purpose, but we all have just ONE.

Often people label and judge others.
Talking about disorders, indendity disoders, personality disorders etc.... I can tell this:
All have the indendity disorders ahate we are doing here and where we are from, where we are going... or better to say:
The 3 I AM aspects of our existeance.

Explaination:
The meaning of my use of my higher-self name is:

Angel = What I AM
Eara = Who I AM
LoveLight = Where I AM from

So the 3 aspects of the True-Self that I AM, a reason why I use this name.

There are more aspects of this I AM existeance but we start with this as this is the basic 3 I AM aspects of the True-Self.

Anyway back to seizures.
What did I noticed:

If you embrace yourself, allow yourself being open to guided by your unique guideance system within and this don't have to be a consiousness or aware situation, you can feel it coming.
The more you let the guideance from within guide you, the more consiousness and aware you are from what is going on and the purpose.
See it as a blessing (after this i have not experienced seizures anymore as it purpose had his effect).

Also I noticed as I asked my mother to be with me when this happened, that inside and outside can be totally the opposite experiences and opposite realities.
One you feel shaking from inside, outside you are cramping your muscles (this is not always the case often it's the oppositie of this way, but I give the sample that I have experienced myself)..
So I experienced that inside and outside could be the polarities of each other reality.
This lead to an understand of it purpose.
Such as an sample.
Showing through outside what's was hidden inside and showing through inside what's need to be done or such as an sample.

Hope you can follow/understand this as it is an matter that could only be understood through openness, alloweance, of experiences or empathy.

You don't need to be spiritual, paranormal or supernatural to understand nor a scientist.

Like I said True Understanding, True Knowledge, wisdom, truth lies in experiences.

What a seizure is can be told in different waysand it's not up to me to say.
Like all those things, but I can say:

To Understand is to experience & embrace, see it as a blessing.

I also can say:

All things happen for reasons that are pathways to new beginnings, growth and much more.

All subjects, all experiences, all labels etc, All are connected to eachother.
All have the same purpose.

There are just two real emotions:
Fear & Love.
But at the other hand this when creating a balance and some of us can even experience this togther is ONE, the totality, the Unity, The Undiseperately, The Source, The Infinity, The God's existeance that lives through all of us.

One of the reasons why I write the way I do... To know, Understand the full meaning, purpose & Goal oflife and our existeance.
We need to connect or re-connect all to ONE source.
Understanding every aspect of this exteance, guideance.
Also again everything, everyone is always in movement, all is always changing as we create this change to go deeper in our rabbit's pit/hole to fight our own creatures to get out of this again and start a new adventure.

Why this is?
This can only be understood when you are allowing yourself to find your own revualtions.

Iwant to go deeper on the subject emotions and how society works.

Like I've said often in my life and I believe I already spoke about it earlier in this book, you get a chain reaction.
What you send out comes back and will influence others.

For Sample:

Fear feed by fear -> chain reaction = Karma
Love heal by Love -> chain reaction = Karma

What you wish to do with fear is:

Fear overcoming by acknowleding it as not yours as an illusion, not part of your existeance, remembering the TRUE MEANING of your existeance, LOVE & COMPASION.
However that does not mean you need to throw away the hidden message thatis in fear, but simply become aware.

Fear and emotions likethis most times influences and because of the illusion of seperation in our Unity, our society, our orld etc.
But as we all are ONE, Unity, we have the habbit to listen and believe others and not listen to ourself, so we are influenced by others and eachother.
So chain reaction creates itself and so do Karma.
Within a solid, balanced, ascended Unity Karma can't exist as it has no function in a world of totality, in a world that is ONE LOVE

It is simple: RE-Action an action after an action and as all are always projected. all are RE-flections, it is a chain, but a chain can be broken to create a new one, a better one.